Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Alhamdulillahi thumma Alhamdulillah.
Oh how relieved was she when the presentation went very well instead of her incomplete preparation. One of her colleagues did congrats her by end of the class, that he could see how much confidence she put in. Oh he did not know how hard her heartbeat was biting against her chest. 30 minutes of journal review presentation and it seemed like forever. Last time she did presentation on academic things almost four years ago and she just forgot the adrenaline of standing there, alone and strongly share your opinion of something that need to be understood by all present. With English that was sooooo manglish =(.
Alhamdulillah thumma Alhamdulillah.
All praise be to Allah. Now she did remember all again. The sweet small victory of achieving your goals. Only she did have lack of preparation, health conditions (exhausted from weekend outstation and office workloads) and others reason that prove her sufficient time management. (T_T). She spent 24 hours only to prepare for the review presentation and she thought of surrender. But because she hold the responsibility of
a Muslim student, by all means, she must continue what she started. And credits to all her kaizen meetings and engineer leading jobs, she gained that confidence.
Alhamdulilah thumma Alhamdulillah.
All praise be to Allah. For making all things, all path easier in the new phase of her life. She make little effort of focusing in class (although she really exhausted by the end of the day), little effort of revision and reading related journals and little effort of everything. But she did not work hard enough. She knew that and she have to change before everything was late. She know that work hard and pray hard that for every little effort she do, will contribute to the realization of her dream. And she really want that. Really much.
Well, it just in period of two years time (Insha Allah). =). She have that strength. She have that emotion. She have the energy. She can do it. Insha Allah.
So, next presentation?
